Growing 0.05 cm ~ Reviewing myself

Lately, I've missed alot of opportunities surrounding me. And it's like they are waving to me and I kept ignore about their presence.

WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME!!

It's all due to the fact that I'm IGNORANT!

I'm ignoring the times:

1. When I get the chance to lose the pounds and shed off the love handles.
2. When I got the time to "smash" my violin.
3. When I don't cherish the times given by doing lotsa cool stuff, e.g. cave venturing, or snorkeling.
4. When I never TRULY fell in love with someone. (p/s: I don't think I wanna have one now. Being single is lonely but for me, it feels all right for the time being.)
5. When I have the chance to earn big bucks when I'm still in campus. Am so DESPERATE for money to come flowing into my pocket or bank.
6. When I don't really read and apply what I had learn during the soft skills programmes. WASTE MY MONEY SIA!
7. When God is calling me to come back to HIM.

There are still many more to go which I am lazy to think of since I'm IGNORANT!

True enough, I'm so in a pathetic condition now.

But then again,

I WANT, WANT, WANT AND WANT to grab the opportunities before I graduate.

And thus,

1. Shape my bodeh~! Yeah! Eh, I want Shakira's hips! Not too slim but masculine enough to attract myself and the girls. Ha~!
2. Smash my violin till I can get myself in an orchestra team. Or in a more modest tone, I wanna play my first recital in front of an audience.
3. Go try extreme sports like cave venturing. I wanna go Gua Tempurung lars!!!
4. Get myself a girlfriend?! Nah, I wanna stay single for the time being and STRAIGHT forever! =D
5. Try getting some free-lancing work during my 3 months industrial training. I hafta to learn what does it feel to earn my own money!
6. READ more and APPLY more soft skills. I need someone to help me on this. I'm a forgetful person, you see.
7. Be more holier. Read more bible scriptures and pray more cause I did not attend church masses for like a few weeks already. Damn sinful leh! x(

AND another thing,

Brush up my photography skills!! My friend said I have lousy photo-capturing skills. T.T sad case. But, there's no harm trying to be good at something you are not good at, no?

=D... ...

Till then,

Ja ne~~!!

Growing 0.04 cm - The symphony of colours

Yeah! I just attended the symphony of colours organized by the Asian Cultural Society. The whole event was packed with colourful performances.

The whole program started at 7pm and ends at 12 am. Imagine the 5 hours performance packed with 20 different performances from the main 3 races - Chinese, Indian and Malay.

But then again, I did not bring my DLSR camera along with me. Heck!!

So, no pictures and videos. =(

I'll just use words to describe it until i get some pics from my friends... ...

The whole night is filled with dances ranging from traditional dances from each races and then till R&B and hip-hop dances. It's kinda like shifting from eastern to western culture.

And....after the night, I'm totally in love with Indian music. The power of the music and beat really makes me move. Heh, I guess I should take Indian dance class to shake off the excess fats. =p

As for food wise, it's rather sufficient to fill my stomach but... ...it's not till the extent I'm too full till I cannot move. Maybe we can add more variety to the food served and enlarge the portion a little.

The dances are great but a few suggestions from me lars:

1. Since it is about Asian culture, dances from Indonesia, Thailand, Philipines, Japan, Korea or any other Asian countries can be included to make the event more colourful.

2. A photo booth can be set up where there are different costumes from different Asian countries. Audience could wear it and take pictures. Or best, we could have the committees wear the clothes and let students take photos with them. This can best be done before the event starts - A photography session.

3. We could have some traditional games being played during the morning part. Hee, if you guys want to have a whole day of cultural activities. This will be an extraordinary mega event.

4. As for the food, we could different taste of the foods from different Asian countries. If it is way too expensive, maybe we can include the dishes from the 3 main races. Not only the performances are colourful, may the food be colourful too. =D

5. As for the decoration part, it as fabulously done. I love it. Again, I tarak pictures. To add on to the fabulous-ness, we could put some decorations from different Asian countries like the nelayan hat, sarong, batik, japanese fans, the indonesian mask, the thailand silk and so on...

Hey, these are all purely suggestions though. But judging from this, the whole event is going to be pricey...unless sponsorship can be found...

Haha, till then!

Ja ne~!

Growing 0.03 cm - When my life is filled with craps~

I was happily going through my university life when some craps visited me in the month of June. As a result, I lived a crappy life. A monotonous life with crappy jam spread all over my whole soul mind and body.

Just in case you have a hard time understanding what the crap am I babbling about, just close this window straightaway and move on with your life. =D

Craps come in different forms. For example, crappy friends make your life crappy. I had one crappy friend and I was so fawking stupid to have believe he/she/it in the first place. Geez, thinking of them makes my blood boil.

Sad case, you know. I somehow felt that I've been betrayed he/she/it. At first, I thought I could at least tell my personal problem to he/she/it, but instead he/she/it go and "MY FM" causing me to fall into this crappy problem.

Crappy, isn't it?

Your advice to me is to solve the problem, right? NAH!! FORGET ABOUT IT!!

I had a big fat chance to solve the problem but you know what, he/she/it added some seasonings to the soup. What's best is that he/she/it added extra huge chunk of pork with extra fat layers into the soup!!!

UNHEALTHY, ISN'T IT?

To make the soup nicer, another he/she/it go and further "AMPLIFY" to my other friends. I was once harmless but now, I was deemed to be harmful towards my other friends. What the crap!!

I MEAN, WHAT THE KETAM!!!!!!

On the other note, it's crappy to think that they could actually to make my life crappy!!! I mean, what the heck man, you're not my king or queen!!

WHO THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU ARE TO MAKE MY LIFE CRAPPY!! YOU BUKANNYA AKU PUNYA DATUK ATAU NENEK!! YOU'RE JUST A TINY DOT IN THIS UNIVERSE!! HAH!! I STILL HAVE A LOT OF FRIENDS WAITING OUTSIDE TO SAY HELLO TO ME!!

By the way, if you're reading this and you feel guilty about it, please don't. I am proud that my post can reflect your true self. It's a CONSTRUCTIVE CRITICISM FOR YOU TO GROW! HAH! YOU STUNTED TREE!!

Oh no! God has told us to forgive others as HE has forgived our sins!

Alrighty! I will forgive you, my dear crappy friends. Talk to me and I'll talk to you, you bo talk to me, then to hell you go! HAHA! =)

PEACE BROTHERS AND SISTERS!

Growing 0.02 cm - Closer to God~

LOL! It seems that my growth is stunted since my last post.

Anyways.. ..I've got a little story to tell you. It may sound insignificant to you, but this story inspires me.

World's famous artist Leonardo Da Vinci painted the Last Supper when he was 43 years old.

It took him three years to complete this wonderful masterpiece. One day, he decided to bring this painting to a good of friend for some comments on his work.

His friend said, "What a wonderful piece! Especially the holy grail. It's absolutely stunning!"

Immediately, Leornado took a paint brush and distort the holy grail that Jesus is holding.

Astonished, his friend questioned him, " Why did you ruin your own work? This is ridiculous!"

With a smile, the infamous artist replied, "I spent my time drawing Jesus, not His holy grail."

Such a short story really touches me. It tells me that Jesus should always be the focus and the center above all things.

I wanted to say I love you Jesus. But before that, I need to do the necessary preparations before I could commit myself unto you... ...

Please wait for me, my Lord... ...

p/s: Holy grail is actually the cup where Jesus placed the wine and turn it into his blood to be shared for mankind under the blessings of the Holy Father in heaven.

Growing 0.01 cm ~ The night of enchantment - UTAR BALL 2009 part 1~

UTAR Ball 2009 - an enchanting moment that was very enchanted indeed. But, it wasn't very enchanted behind the doors.

Anyways, it a night of wonder and a night filled with ladies masking themselves with artificial beauty. Some was of natural beauty while some did some faint make-up and yet sufficient to make them look elegant.

As for guys, it's the typical spiky hair and those whose hair was combed in the professional and smart way. As for me, I did went for a hair do and it costed me around RM15. The auntie in the salon colored my hair with red and blue. =.= It was a bit "la-la" for me but what the hell, I've never dyed my hair before. So, didn't really what others said about me on that night. As long as I feel happy for myself, then I'm proud of how I looked. "winks"

p/s: I'm lazy to arrange the pictures. I guess captions will help you guys figure what these pictures meant, no? :D

Me with my "girl" friends. It was rather embarrassed for me though. I never had a photo-taking session with "pweetie" girls, you see.

The Queen of the night~ The girl beside is famous for her brutal-ness. You can witness yourself how brutal she is in a video where she dances.


The all-time famous euphoria~ It's a pub where it only allows certain number of people to enter. Once it's full, then you're out. My personal opinion ~ it's not that great after I went in coz it's freaking small and packed.
Heh, who says all the fatties are just humans made up of a pile of excessive adipose tissues? She can SING damn well! Cheers for you!
This building reminds me of a castle in final fantasy 9, the alexandria castle. Anyways, it's a well-designed building. I like it.
Two of my friends posing straight after they saw this car. =.= They can't wait to be models
The singer for the night. Too bad she sang till her voice went out of tune after a few songs. :(
The first dish for the night. It was fabulous but the waiter that served us hate me and gave me the littliest amount that I could have ever imagined.
The girls from UTAR Kampar Perak Campus. :)

The "pweety" chairlady for the whole event. Sorry for the blur picture. Didn't get the chance to get near her. Her aura almost blew me away.

Overall, the event was a success. An eye-opener for me as well.

p/s: I never went to such a grand event before
pp/s: Sorry for the poor quality of pictures. Will try to improve myself.

~Grey - It's been a while~

Again, been busy with all sorts of things lately. Ranging from campus events to personal life. Though it's hectic throughout the whole month of January, February and March, things are starting to slow down in April. Most probably examination is moving its way to our doorstep.

But I like that kind of life.

Being able to take part in lotsa activities such as UTAR Ball 2009, Famine 12, visit to orang asli Kampung Tibang, prom night 2009, UTAR Song Writing Competition add so much fun and colour to my life aside from studying. I learn tonnes of new stuff by interacting with different people - generating my friends' network as well as how to deal with difficulties that needs you immediate attention on the spot.

One word to describe - fantastic experience!!

On a personal life note, I've learnt new things throughout the stay with my helpful housemates my great roomate and my friends. This might sound old to you but it's an added experience to me in every semester. Though I might have quarells with some of them, I've grown to understand their needs and try to adapt to them. Though I still seem to have that moody face every morning or when I'm busy with my things, I'll always try my best to strain my face muscles to smile and talk to them. Even I hold any positions in any of the events, they would greatly support me all the way and join in the events esp. my housemates and my setapak friends who just came to kampar to study. Thankies all. :D

Sounds like giving grammy awards.

Anyways, I wanna enjoy my uni life the way it is now. If possible, I wanna add more colours in my life. Not merely the monotonous study life and all. I wanna turn my life from grey to different colours as one could have imagined.

Lol, I guess that's all from my ramblings.

Next post: Something grand awaiting for ya.

Darn busy!!

Waloha my blog!! It's been a while since I typed something in here. I have been busy with school events these days. I miss the old days where I only go to campus and come back home right after the school ends. Now, I have to stay back at school and work. Meetings here and there. Never ending torture.

There's a few things that I really fear of after putting so much effort in school activities.
1. My studies
~ The topics are getting harder for each lecture. What's more worst, both my eyes are freaking heavy coz i slept late to complete off my works.

2. My personality
~ Argh! I tend to worry too much about this and that till I phone that particular person a few times to ask for conformation about proposals and stuff. I don't want things to go out of hand. I tried not to be too annoying but the fact that they did not inform me about what and how things are doing on their side makes me really wanna call them up and fire them questions. =.= And last but not least, my leadership in handling stuff. It's a matter of getting people to listen to you but on the other hand, I had to listen to people instead coz of one simple reason, I can't make my mind easily! RAWR!

Sighs, enough of my small ramblings. I shall not let these PROBLEMS control me!! Fight! Fight! Fight! I shall put my studies first and I shall have a firm decision of what I want in the future!!

RAWR!