Growing 0.12 cm - My English very good meh?~

Had my moral finals today. I had a sambal bihun ayam nasi belanda kueh tiaw goreng prepared for the lecturer... ...

I wonder if he/she likes it? I need a 7 star rating coz u can't find such dishes anywhere else in the world, right?

Anyways, I was having lunch today with my friends at Secret Brown Cafe at New Town (it's in Kampar, by the way) and FYI, the whole new town has electricity cut-off.

We were eating in a desert...

Soon after we finished eating, my friends started to comment on my english... ...

Not to offense anyone or hao lian (it's hokkien and it means sombong or proud or LCLY), they said I have a good command of english.

I was like o___O... ...

Some of my friends even said my english was too hard to understand whenever they read my blog or whenever they read what I wrote..

I was further 0______________O'''-ed.

I mean seriously, I would like to say thank you for complimenting me..but somehow I could not even utter that two words out from my mouth.

Simply because I was in this state...o___O.

But, still guys, I am still improving my English. I still have difficulty in reading books written by the British lang or simply the caucausians.

Their english is wayyyyyyy professional than me and wayyyyyyy more bombastic than me...

In every sentence, there are always three to four words that I could not understand...

I'm still a learner, ok? T.T But I don't read dictionary laaaa~ =)

So, what I wrote or speak is completely normal English...

*Note: I'm not despising anyone here. It's my personal opinion and I am still IMPROVING my English.

On the other hand... ...

Had a BBQ session with fellow housemates since I don't know how many weeks ago. Paiseh, I completely forgot the time ler...T.T

Me with the dorky look =.='' Not photoshop or whatsoever to make it look nicer or chio-er...sad, eh?

The poser girls. Paiseh, I only have this group photo. Sorry to the other girls. =(

The poser guys. The one without face is busy eating...=.=''

The grilled fish...with a touch of squeezed lime. Yum! Though it's a bit black, but still yum! =)

The food waiting to be cooked or rather BBQ-ed and served into our stomachs.

Not to forget...our birthday girl whose birthday is on xx.xx.1990...You've grown up another year now. =) Stay strong ya! =D

*Note: I put xx sebab I have to jaga her privacy ma...if you wanna know, go ask her lor...

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

That's all for now...bye!

Growing 0.11 cm - Your future is in whose hands? Fate or You Yourself？

Dear People,

Once again, I've stopped growing. As what Daniel said, I need more fertilizers.

Currently in KL living at my kor's place. It was indeed an enlightening trip for me.

Why?

Coz I learn a lot of things from my two kors place and also from Melilea itself.

Haa~!

One thing that I've learnt is, you may be the leader among students in your campus but you might not be the leader of the society.

That's pretty true.

Well, you may be a chairman of various events and you might be holding various positions in your school and campuses, you might not necessary perform extremely well in the society.

Why?

It's cause in campus, you are only dealing with your peers.

In the society, you're dealing with a whole lot of different scenario. All different kinds of homo sapiens ranging from fat, thin, tall, short, ugly, beautiful and bla bla bla...

You may be able to compromise with or persuade/convince your peers when making a decision with ease but when it comes to serious business in the society, you need not only the skills that I've mentioned before, but also the power to think.

Once you stop thinking, that's when things turned out to be a mess.

So, I'm learning how to grow and face the society now. I'm learning how to build my own crystal clear goal from now. I'm learning to take actions and move towards that goal.

Questions for you to ponder, have you planned what you are going to do in the future after you've graduated? Do have any clear goals in your head or do you wish to live your life as it is and let fate guide you?

Study is important as well but is studying is purely what made up of your life？

You answer all of these yourself. Coz it's your life, not mine.

Think about it.

Be Clear with what you want. When I mean clear, it means crystal clear. =)

Growing 0.10 cm - Blogging Ethics and what not~

RANDOM PHOTO FOR THE DAY! ROCK N' ROLL, Y'ALL!! =D

I've been reading blogs lately and there are one similarity that I've found, most people blog about other people more than they blog what they did.

Get what I mean?

For instance, political blogs blogged about other parties and its people in it. Celebrity bloggers wrote about other people gossips or vent their frustration towards the people they don't like and the same goes to normal bloggers like you and me.

The fact is, there is this blog ethics that start to pop up every now and then. Why? It's coz some bloggers were being treated with "free curry rice" either for a few months, years or maybe forever.

"Gasps..."

Based on my point of view, blogger ethics touch on the matters like, do not critisize the government until you breached the articles stated in ISA, do not throw any sorts of mother-fawking languanges against people as it is consider as a public offense or I define it as cyber offense and what not.

All these restrictions, ironically, seem to grab bloggers' freedom away to blog at all under the daylight.

That is why we have all these pretty normal bloggers blogged about food and where they went for tour just to avoid being bombarded with all sorts of freaking comments from different annonymous which do not want to reveal themselves.

This happens whenever the owner of the blog posted something nasty or unpleasant about one person/organizations who is the friend/colleague of the readers.

And when that happens, everyone seemed to be at cold war when they meet in real life without even giving each others chances to explain.

Some bloggers might protest that, "Ah! It's our freedom to blog what we want! If you don't like to read my blog, then butt off! There're millions (or maybe just a few) people out there waiting to view my blog!"

They're all common bloggers' type of response when they're receiving nasty comments.

In fact, venting your anger on your blogs can be good and bad. The good part is, you can release your anger. The bad part is, you get hated coz your blog is publicize for everyone to view.

Oh geez, if that's the case why don't encrypt your posts so that only people who wants to read can read?

Reasons behind are, I WANT TO GET POPULAR! I WANT THAT PERSON TO KNOW HOW ANGRY I AM. IT WAS JUST A MERE RAMBLE! SO FAWK OFF! I WANT TO EXPRESS MY ANGER ON MY BLOG BECAUSE I DUN ANYBODY TO TALK TO...and the reasons go on and on and on. Humans, as you can see, is a mammal that can think. And that's why you can get all sorts of reason out of it.

It's there really a need to have a cyber law stating blogging should be all about nice and sweet things? Maybe ISA can help reinforce this cyber law... ...

Maybe those who curse other people will go to jail.

So far, I don't see any of them sitting in jail unless that offended person sue him/her to court.

Anyways, whether to curse or to gossip people on your blogs, it's still up to you unless under some serious circumstances like you're gonna get assasinated by your haters.

I guess that's all for my ramblings.

ON THE OTHER HAND

I'm going to be Jesus Christ soon!!

"Gasps!"

I'm not simply blaberring or what... ...

It's true!!

Look at this picture and you'll know!!

Oh~~ May the light and darkness be created! The sun governs the day and the moon and stars govern the night!!!!

LOL! I'm actually involve in a drama. A drama for the school kids in the church. Just started practicing. Do I look Godly? =x

RANDOM PHOTO AT THEN END OF THE POST~! =D

Photos courtesy of Monica.

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Growing 0.09 cm - If you want to change~

If you want to change, you must be clear what you want to change and how you intend to change.

And I tell you, changing yourself away from your bad habits is not an easy one.

It's like leaving your favourite food behind when you're aiming to slim down.

It's freaking torturous.

And when you feel like eating the things you like, there's always something like this that pops out in your head, " Well, just for today! I'll eat just for today and tomorrow I'll start to avoid all these food."

That's when you start to give the same excuses day after day without even noticing it.

When you say you wanna quit eating these food, it means quit everything.

No matter whether it is "just for today", "a while", or even "abit", you still have to quit and that's that.

If you still insist that you "reward" yourself or allow yourself to indulge in your bad habits, then you're actually breaking the promise that you've made.

When you quit or do something to achieve your goals, it's all about sincerity and action. It's not about other people around you, it's all about you.

The only person who can break that promise is the one who made it because no one is responsible for another's promise. It is all about you.

Don't ever take others as an excuse while you are keeping your promise. If you try to rationalize why you should quit because of relationships and reputation, you will not quit your bad habit forever.

At the end, if you still insist of walking the wrong path and still say that you're fat or whatever it is, you should not blame others because this is the decision that you have made yourself.

It may be hard to quit the things you like. Even if you lose the world, even if you have to forget all those comfort that you've once had, even when you have to face the pain due to your loss, you'll still keep your promise and move on.

Because this is your LIFE. And that's true determination.

The moral of the story is...

You decide yourself. =p

Growing 0.08 cm ~ Breathless week!!

Ahh~~!! Had my tissue culture mid term today and it was "fabulous" in a sense that I almost jump titanic!!

I guess I had to read the notes at least 5 times to get all the chemical names and the procedures up in my head!! I don't know why, it seems that my brain is shrinking, I just could not memorise things anymore.

Maybe it's time for me to use mind maps or something else~~

Bah~~

By the way, I just learn how to swim! Hurray!

It's not such a big deal, you might say. But at least I've learn something new during this semester.

HURRAY!!!

Oh, by the way again, I've officially considered as the outcoming SRC!! I've been in the student council for a year already and it's high time for me to let this chance for my little juniors to carry on. =x

Here are some of the photos captured~

All the leng lui and leng zai all some of my SRC gang during the handover ceremony! Thanks for the times we had ladies and dudes!

Erm, omit the "are"...i only had one picture coz I din bring my camera that day. ROAR!!!

Growing 0.07 cm -私の初恋何処ですか。

私わずっと自分の初恋が探してた。一体何処いるなの？　それで、僕の初恋現れないですか。僕わ本当に分からない。

昔に、僕わこの彼女好きでした。でも、ずっと勇気がいないから。この責務僕ができなかった。だって、僕がまだ子供だもん。僕わ生长がなりたいんです。今までも、僕の願いわ唯一つだけ、自分の彼女欲しいです。

初恋の気持ちどうです。僕が本当に感じたいよ！

誰か僕が彼女がなりたいですか？どうぞ、よろしくお願いします！！

Growing 0.06 cm - A special day for everyone of us~

其实，我不太想写华语的因为对我来说真的是一件很痛苦的事情。

但，我也不想忘记我的华语呀！！

所以，那些不会华语的，请你就此多多包涵。哦，忘了不会读华语的人类怎样会了解呐！！

Right, back to english~~!!

Phew, feels much smoother when typing english. Maybe I don't get used to typing chinese yet.

Anyways, everyone is gifted with a special day.

What day is that?

Is it the day when you first shitted?

Is it the day when you get your first love?

Is it the day you try guessing who might admire you and she'he finally confessed to you????

Is it the day bla bla bla~~~

NO!!!!

IT'S THE DAY YOU WERE BORN!!! AND THE DAY THAT YOU CELEBRATE EACH DAY!!

if you still do not know what I am talking about, you revert back to kindergarten.

For me, it's day worth celebrating. You can overdo it by having lots of party or a normal simple one.

But to some, they just don't give a damn about their birthday.

Why so? Tell me about poverty or war or whatsoever, but please even when you are alone in the streets craving for food, please do say happy birthday to yourself, all right?

All I wanted to say is,

BE GRATEFUL BECAUSE YOU ARE BORN ALIVE HERE ON
PLANET EARTH!!!

Even if you breath your last during your birthday, say happy birthday to yourself as well because you've visited earth before. It's all about being able to CHERISH the fact that you are born in this world~~!!

After so much of my personal ramblings, I would like to take this opportunity to wish

MONICA HII HUNG LING A VERY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!!!!

MAY GOD BLESS YOU AND GUIDE YOU THROUGH YOUR LIFE!!

AND GROW FATTER~! =P

IT'S GREAT TO HAVE YOU AS A FRIEND AND GOOD LUCK IN EVERY MOMENT OF YOUR LIFE!!

UNTIL WE GRADUATE THAT DAY,
PLEASE MAI FORGET ME AND THE PEOPLE THAT YOU'VE MET THROUGHOUT YOUR UNIVERSITY LIFE!!

p/s: Feeling rather emo after the last sentence has been typed because next year end, we're gonna graduate soon!! sighs~ =(