Mooo~

And so, after a long period of hiatus, I now declare I'm officially landed at the land of the cows....

KAMPAR....

"Moo~~~care to feed me some grass? Or else I'll sh*t anywhere I like! Moo~~~mOooOoOoOoo~~"

Hmm..It's not that bad living in a small town like this really. I'm just short of entertainment these days. No internet, no television, no my baby (PS2), no money....Argh! But..., I'm still able to survive the harsh days without going crazy thanks to my bunch of crazy friends.

seriously can't live without them~~~

About school life, nothing change much. Just a bunch of new lecturers and new friends and some old friends from my previous Petaling Jaya UTAR campus. Lotsa trees and lakes surrounding the new campus. It's rather conducive for students like us to study. Future TESCO (a shopping mall) opening soon but I can't even see the poles sticking out. Sighs, there's still a long way to go...Right now, I'm counting on the old grocery stores to provide sufficient food and drinks to sustain my life span in Kampar. Maybe, just maybe, I'll be able to shed some pounds off my jelly-ish body to look "physically acceptable"by the girls -__-""

heh, that's all I guess! I have nothing more to blog about now~~I'M SO DEPRIVED OF INTERNET NOW THAT I HAVE TO SPEND MY NAPPING TIME USING SCHOOL'S COMPUTER TO UPDATE MY DESERTED BLOG~

1000th christmas... ...

The white velvet of snow,
As it falls,
Some fall to the ground,
Some fall to the branches,
Some fall to my hands...
I clasp the flakes...
But it melts... ...

I feel my hand,
It turns so wet,
and warm,
I feel a surge of sadness,
that overwhelmed me in an instance.. ..
Soon,
I can feel more warmth from the palm of my heads,
My breath becomes heavier,
My body shaking,
My gloves are wet... ...

The snow falls so gently,
It gently covers the earth,
With its coldness... ...
Alone,
I wipe away the droplets of sadness,
Why do I cry,
I wonder... ...
My heart couldn't tell... ...
It shuts itself,
Before I can realize...
What actually happened.. ...

I look up at the cloudy sky...
The sky keep pouring the snow..non-stop..
I keep feeling colder...

The snow falls as if pieces of memories,
Falling in non-stop,
I wanted to grasp them so badly,
But they melted so fast...
So fast that I couldn't even listen,
To the whispers of my own memories... ...

I wonder,
Can I collect these fragments?
Can I put them together?
Can I still wait?
Even until the 1000th Christmas,
Is there anyone,
that can keep track...
of these lost fragments?

Review of life as a living soul~

heh, at a glimpse at the title post, I guess this will be a little wordy. After living for 18 years, a lot things do happen. Since little, we were taught to walk, speak, sing, etc.. Every time we faced any difficulties, our parents would stand for us. The food, electricity bills, car loan, water bills, etc. were being paid by our parents. As for us, we just sit there and dream of becoming rich in an instant or maybe be the next prime minister or maybe be a galaxy hero. Our dreams seem to never end but as time flies, our thinking changes. We start to see things differently. We start to know and understand what is reality.

Once we are able to stand on our two feet, we are destined to face the reality or rather, the society. Some of us might feel afraid, some feel excited while some...they said it's not a big deal. It depends on individuals on how they think about blending themselves in the society. Along the way, some young inexperienced ones will find it hard to tackle the problems that lie before them. Why is it so? Is it because during their younger days, they did not take the chance to learn more about society? In other words, are they being ignorant about the outside world while living happily in their comfort zones? Or is it because they have already knew that the fact this world is so ugly and crooked that they dare not face anyone or even voice out their opinions? Or is it they take things easily and learn only after they face the horror of the world? Whatever it is, they are just mere speculations. I wonder which category do I fall?

Do people really dream since they only believe in reality? Yes, some do but some just stick to reality and continue to work and then retire just like ordinary people. When they dream, do they live their dreams or just merely a star in the sky that cannot be reached? Some live their dreams but some let their dreams lead their lives. They do not plan actions to actualize their dreams. They're merely daydreamers. To be honest, I have a lot of dreams. As to how I can really fulfill them, I'm still in search of the ways. It really bugs me at times whether the dreams that I have will shatter into pieces even before I start the first step.

To live your dreams is not an easy job. I guess it's very important that one should be strong and firm enough to protect your dreams from being destroyed by others. I know I may sound naive, but I think protecting your dreams is what you should do first before you live your dreams.

Still... ...

These unseen dreams of mine, will they be visible enough for me to grasp even if I work extra hard?

See how creative people can be?

Translation just in case you don understand~

We see toilet everyday~
I'm sure you won't barge in the wrong side,
But, think again,
Are you sure you won't enter the wrong side?

厕所大家都见多了，
你应该不会走错，
你真的不会走错吗？

Switzerland :: 超抽象的……
errr....I'm sure you know girls have what guys don't have and guys have what girls don't have...


Taiwan :: 怎么能这样……
It's a bit blur here. On your left is pronounced as "mu" written in chinese which means female while the other side is "gong" which means male... looks traditionally unique


Paris :: 不是每个人都能明白的……
Not everyone understands this, ask your 90++ grandma. See if she can guess which is for male and female...:)



Edinburgh :: 我喜欢这个……
Now, that looks cute~



At the Science Fiction Museum and Hall of Fame :: 超复杂的……
what's with XX and 00 and triangle and the robotic voodoo thingy...too complicated...even I will enter the wrong side...


Brighton :: 你确定你不会认错…… ？
What the lollipop are these signs? I don't get it..tell me if you get it~


Prague :: 请小心观察……
I see a star with an extra stick poking out. You know the drill, don't ask!


Austin :: 简约之极致……
Now that's what we call innovation! Even the "purest" mind of all can guess which is which..lol~


Atlanta Georgia :: 写实之极致……
That looks normal to me at least~


Bremen :: 抽象之极致……
errr~~ tell me, does man represents bush fire? And women represents wave? Or maybe the other way round~~ The best way to check is to enter both~~


Korea :: 好有童心啊……
kawaii~~ looks cute..


Scotland :: 好有乡土气息……
You can't find these anywhere in big cities! Ask your relatives or friends who are living in the countryside whether they have these signboards hanging in their public toilets or not. Maybe it's represented by a cow or goat or p*g....


Unknown :: 无语了……
Good use of the letter B...Come to think of it...it does somehow symbolize our butts...


Korea :: 洞察人性啊……
It's a humiliation to our male species...how can we ever enter the female toilets peeping the girls pee-ing or disposing their faeces (a polite to say sh*ting)!! We'll get killed instantly if we ever enter a women's toilet~~


Hah! See how creative people can be~ Around the world, there are different kinds of culture. Thus, the different kinds of designs created by different kind of people. However, some people tend to be too over creative until the public could not even comprehend what they mean... ...unless you're the same species with them, exaggerating-ly creative..lol~

Waiting for the day to arrive... ...

Mr Buffalo," Say Hi~~Moo~~I'm the big boss in Kampar~~moo~~"

Finally, it's almost the end of my foundation studies. It's rather sad yet happy coz I have somehow finished my one year of torturing in UTAR and I'm gonna miss my friends. You see, this bl**dy UTAR Campus is moving to a cow-boy town which I found this town is really boring, unattractive and utterly disasterrific. By the way, the campus is located far far away from the cities of Perak, Kampar. I'm really sorry if I hurt anyone's feelings. But to think of living there for 3 solid years kinda make me wonder what should I do over? Do some cow-boying stuff? Example? Riding a buffalo along the road while shouting, "Hiyaa~ Come on boy, let's move towards the rising sun!! Hiyaa~~" =_=" I really can't imagine me riding the buffalo. The buffalo might suffer from suffocation before even reaching the rising sun... ...

Talk about buffalos, they actually the big brothers of the town. Why? It's coz you must let the big bosses cross the roads before they turns the butt over and chase you with strong hard "batangs" till the ends of the earth.

The humble little town of Kampar... ... ... ...It looks small and of course...a little quiet

However~~~~ The air there is not as polluted as KL here. And they have lots of lakes and mountains surrounding this little town. It feels refreshing to stay there for a couple of days but...I'm gonna rot in the town for 3 years.

Complaining won't help at all... ...

Well, I have a plan actually to make my life there fun..heh! I've found something interesting and thrilling..

White River Rafting~ I wanna try this! Wanna feel the rough rivers flowing and waters splashing....Ar~ can't wait!

and~~~~

The all-time famous kampar curry bread~ Look at the chicken..it's the whole chicken inside this bread that we're talking!!! The sticky-ness of the curry zhap aka the sauce is really tempting~

Last but not least, it's the Grand Kampar Hotel!!!

Seriously, the price of the room is sooooooooo damn cheap...errr, it's affordable. only RM 80++ for a standard delux room with breakfast included! Heh! Am planning to stay there during weekends just to enjoy the luxury lifestyle once in a while. It never hurts to burn your pocket once in a blue moon....

p/s: I will not stay alone lar~ of coz ask my friend to share share a bit the cost ma~ after all, i'm still a student~ heh!

The days before the warmth comes.. ...

The warmth is slowly losing itself,
The leaves that once rustle,
Falls gracefully,
The once lush green view,
Has turned,
Into shades of hazel and brown.

Slowly,
The leaves are all at rest,
Flakes take their turn,
Falling gracefully,
A veil of silvery flakes,
Covering the earth.

The shivering cold,
Wraps every living soul,
Each seeks for warmth,
Warmth that has yet to come.

However,
In the midst of coldness,
Every souls,
Are waiting patiently,
Until that day arrives... ...

yeah, it's almost end of the year. That's why I'm writing this poem. See if you can guess what this "warmth" is? heh!

War!

War,
It can come so silently,
Like a rat,
Searching for its food,
Or rather,
A tiger searching for its prey... ...

When the time is ripen,
it explodes,
everyone's startled,
everyone's disturbed... ...

War,
It can come abruptly,
Like the still waters,
That turns rough,
Drowning everyone,
In just a blink... ...

Some turn to violence,
Some turn to peace,
Some stay unperturbed
Either way,
Fail to protect,
The peacefulness that have,
Started to crumble,
Before the dawn sets... ...

If only,
Human can forgive,
Human can reconcile,
Human can look,
Into the eyes,
and pour the words,
that slept in the depths,
of the living chamber,
real peace will then descend,
and touch the hearts,
of humans...that had onced,
being enclosed,
by walls of ice.

The ice melts,
where spring will reign,
over the chilly winter,
Flowers will start to bud,
The breezy wind,
Warms us,
Everything... ...
Everything... ...
Will start anew... ...

Heh, there it goes again.. ..My random ramblings. Don't mind me babbling about weird stuffs...By the way, if you do not get what I'm trying to say...errr...then...you just ignore this stupid, odd ball who has nothing better to do writing useless stuff babbling about wars, springs, flowers. Heh!