Growing 0.20 cm - Being short and sweet

Humans tend to get fed up easily...

Once they're exposed to the same over and over again, they'll eventually get bored.

Even the civilians who worked routinely day and night, they'll definitely find it boring.

So, they choose entertainment since it's more fun.

Even the monks in the temple, I don't really believe they would pray and pray and pray every single day without feeling bored.

I'm sure they would find some social work to do, to meet people, to see the world.

Before I go too far, I'll conclude that humans are creatures that get bored easily.

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Humans too easily get fed up if one tend to talk too much or worry too much.

Once a person tend to worry too much, he/she'll make sure everything goes smoothly..

So, he/she will make sure the minor details are taken into consideration.

So, when the conversation starts, it seems endless because he/she would explain, explain, explain until the other party gets it.

And at the end of day, he/she will be termed as a time-wasting machine.

Why so? Simply because he/she has lost faith in them.

He/she worries too much because he/she thinks that they could not handle the minor details which will in turn, end up in a total mess.

Crab, isn't it?

Come to think of it, these homo sapiens are already adults.

I should have left these minor details for them to decide themselves.

I should have been more short and sweet in giving my instructions.

I should have been more discreet and stern while giving out my instructions.

In short, I should have been that lenient all the time.

I'm too kind-hearted.

Am I?

I guess after all the rambling, it all comes back to me.

The problem lies with me, myself and non other people.

Crab, isn't it?

Still, I could not understand why these people are sooooooooooo ______________ until I also want to give up and say "bye-bye" to them.

[You fill in the blanks yourself.]

p/s: I've noticed that most of my posts are EMO. Man! I'll grow old faster....=.='''.

Growing 0.19cm - Memang ketam....

Oh crab!

I've always wanted to organize a faculty night of our own.

I've wanted a totally different one.

So I've come up with a charity night together with my committees.

The theme would be Masquerade Night initially...

And voila! Pops out another xxx society also has the same theme as us...

He called me and told me lotsa things...bla bla bla...

So I back off and change it to mysterious night and I added some french word to make it sound better..

And yet he called me...bla bla bla bla...

And he used french as well...

Talk about ciplak...

Heck, I didn't copyright french in the first place...

If I did, I could have file a law suit and get the compensation as income for my society..

Evil me..."grins"

I am worried as well

Because there are so many upcoming nights...

I wonder if my ticket sell well?

I wonder would any want to pay a price that is higher than anyone else?

For the sake of charity?

To save the environment?

Will people still be that kind hearted to even donate it??

Crab! Ketam!

Still, I must have confident with my committee members...

I hope everything goes well..

Really..I do hope so...

"Fingers-crossed"...

Crab... ...

Growing 0.18cm - Cooked...

I cooked again...for my friends in 1506...

Of course, my friends helped out.

I had a feeling whenever I cook.

The feeling of satisfaction whenever I see my friends eating and chatting all the way during the dinner.

The feeling of warmth.

All the laughter still rings in my head..so clearly and vividly..

When could this kind of feeling last, I wonder?

Ahh, I'm being pessimistic again..

I still could have all the chance on the world to cook for my friends again...

So I guess, there's not much I can worry...unless they've changed their contacts...

Sad but well, I have to face it this coming October where we all go our separate ways..

Anyways, a random photo of me, =):

p/s: I'm a poor cam-whorer..


On the side note,

The slow mode in me has begun its infestation..

Everything is going pretty slow...

Even my brain...

The cells is like gradually depleting away...I guess by that time, my brain would the size of a peanut...

Or maybe a walnut..

=x

Growing 0.17 cm - Why use "f*ck"?

Nowadays...people love to use the word f*uck whenever he or she feels frustrated...

Some people even abuse the f*ck word in their daily conversation...

Is the f*uck really that necessary?

Some people say they would feel better if they shout out "f*ck"

Some people think it's cool to use "f*ck"

Some people say it just because they like saying it...=.=''

What about you? Why do you think you used "f*ck"?

Personally, I don't really like to use this word. Reason? Simple. Why use f*ck all the time in a conversation. Use different vocabulary instead la. Be creative...

Lame....

But think about it, if you had the habit to use the word f*ck all the time when you get upset, you'll definitely land yourself into trouble...

When your boss scold you, you said, " F*ck you!" Even in silent tone, you'd be heard if your boss has a pair of sensitive ears.

And then, you lose your job or maybe your salary being decreased...

At the least serious state, your boss impression towards you dropped instantly...

How great is that?

One word that can kill you in split second...

F*ck....

Anyways, think about it...

It's not only this word that I'm speaking about...they're all types of f*ck related words existing in this world...

It's all human's creativity....

p/s: I once said this word regularly but later when I think about it..it's not that fun to say...coz you might lose some friends on the way...

So I quitted...=)

Growing 0.16 cm - It's YUMMY-licious!

Home cooked food on the way~

Had been eating outside food for the too long...

Consequences: Having a great time pushing my feces out like a pregnant woman

Plans to overcome it: Homecooked food with extra fibers a.k.a vegetables added

Person to execute the cooking mission: Ho Pei Fen and Chin Yin Yien.

End result:

Glorious food glorious! Not too salty, not too bitter, not too sweet. Everything's just fine.


The half naked guest of the day~

The happy family gobbling up the food~

Conclusion: Had a nice dinner with my family..=) Had a nice chat with all of them. Laughed hard.

Oh, I had a smooth business the next day after consuming the extra fibers.

Cheers~!

Growing 0.16 cm - Dinner's on the way!!

Gonna cook to my other coursemates for the first time...

Never cooked for them before...

Felt rather nervous...

Hope it's not too salty or sweet or even BITTER!

=.='''

God bless me...

Buai!

Growing 0.15 cm - Pieces of thoughts

“It’s okay if you cry,” because you suddenly told me so
For some reason, I felt happy and a smile spilled instead of tears

With way-too-awkward words, I ended up hurting you
However, you didn’t leave me
And even now, you’re supporting me like this, surely…

A wish I want to fulfill, a dream I want to fulfill, thoughts I want to send, everything-
The act of continuing to believe summons a miracle and it’s connected to the future
Forever, hey, I want you to watch over me forever
Dear My Friends

“You’ll be fine,” because you told me so when we were about to part
The loneliness that I felt, with that single remark, vanished neatly

To open a new door- Anyone would be scared and full of anxiety about it
But because if I recall you, who pushed my back
Strength comes and overflows in me

Honest feelings, inexorable things, frank words, everything-
If I could convey them audibly, then the future would unfold
Always, yeah, because you exist in my heart always
Dear My Friends

Even if stand still, even if I seem to forget
I vow to face forward time and time again, for no matter how many times
Light shines in from the sky that I looked up at
Until the day when I can meet you again