Growing 0.16cm ~ In the process of transforming..

Dear people,

This is me...

The current me...

The fat me...

The indescribable me...

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Bah..lazy to edit the photo cause pointless..

Am in the process of transforming into this

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Either one of them would do..even if I have half of their face...except the one on the far left =)...

p/s:
my hormones are still normal and I don't need guys to reach orgasm...
I need to regain my confidence...ROAR..being fat for 20 years is so unbearable...
Why am I fat?
Coz I like to eat.
Why I like to eat?
Coz I live to eat..
Wrong!
I should eat to live..
but i still love to eat...=(
Bah!

Ramblings won't help!
It'll make you grow fatter!
ROAR!!

The end... ...

Pathetic me...

Growing 0.15cm - I've married myself to orchids! =)

Again, I'm pretty late in updating my blog.

It's purely due to laziness...=)

Anyways, I've been training under Sarawak Biodiversity Centre since 5th October.

So this is what I did.


Still dunno what the hell did I do for my training?

By the way, you can call me a gardener because that's part of my job. =)


Still not satisfied? Still scratching your head?

Aiyo! I told you I'm a gardener. I keep the plants alive every single day...except for weekends..


And yeah, I plant some orchids too. =) Bad photo quality, my bad...but still the flowers are nice, right?

p/s: I like purple that's why I said it's nice...=x

If you might think what is that fluffy thing or you think that it's sweet floss candy that you happily lick your way through, think again! It's freaking fungus contaminating my experiment! RAWR!

Great! I think I've exposed my job....T.T
Ok la! I'm doing plant tissue culture now. It's actually cutting leaves, stems or roots from parts of the plants and placed in nutrient agar medium to let them grow into new cells and finally regenerate into new plants.

I've tried to explain it as simple as possible..hope you understand..=)

My working bench..=)

You might think that it's dry and boring job..but I like my current training now.

At least my supervisors and the staffs there are friendly..=D

At least, I get to try a lot of new stuff that I have never learnt in my plant tissue culture while I'm in UTAR.

At least, there are girls to glimpse at...opps..=.='' forgive my hormones..

At least, I'm in my lovely hometown now! Kuching food..nyahahahaha!

Alright, enough with my training.

So, what are some other things that I do during my weekends?

I learn how to bake!

Sissy? Lame?

tOOt off to people who thinks that way!

Coz baking is no more limited to girls anymore! Guys who learn to cook and bake will never have to starve themselves to death. =D
First try - Apple pie! Well, it was apple-liciously scrumptious! Though the crust is abit thin and the apples were overly packed inside it...it was still YUM!

I was thinking of pouring half bottle of cinnamon powder into the apples before baking but...too sweet might cause diabetes..so I gave up! =(

Second try - Dark chocolate tart!!!

The crust is abit to hard..=.=''' It's the damn recipe's fault! At first, I put the flour as written inside that book and I had to knit until the mixture became a dough. But it ended up into a sticky mixture...what the hell! So my mom and me had to modify by adding flour and voila! The crust is as hard as rock! =.='' I guess when you hit the tart to the wall, it will definitely bounce back to you.

But still...I like the tart cause of the chocolate...yum!!

I guess that's all for now!

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Growing 0.14 cm - Am I a fish seller? o.O

LOL! Finished my finals several weeks ago and I got a B- for my genetics.

Genetics FREAKED me out during my finals. I almost leak out some urine...

=(..

Anyways, I should be grateful for not bringing neither a cat or a dog home...

On the other hand, I've just receive my industrial training since 5th October 2009. Will be ending my training on the 18th December 2009...

It's a busy life everyday..doing experiments and reports...

It's like back to campus life..=.=

But worst of all, I'm working as a FREE labour.

Nonetheless, I shall treat as an experience in the society. Rather than growing mushrooms at home, I learn to mix around with people. =D

Well, everything comes with a price. If you need some things to be fulfilled in your life, you will need an equal trade-off. That's the rule of life, ain't it so?

Oh, recently, some friends commented me as a fish seller.

Still don't get it?

It means I'm selfish..

Am I?

Until a certain extent, I admit it.

Let me illustrate an example.

I borrowed some books from xxx during finals since we are taking the same subject. I need them to do some references.

But I did not return them after a few days or weeks. FYI, we live under the same roof and I was an absent minded kind of person. I did that a couple of times as well.

Because of this, I was termed as selfish.

There are always solutions to every problems. Thus I formulated two methods:

1. xxx could have told me that he/she need the book so badly. Then, I would gladly return the book. The thing is, I asked before I borrow though I did not ask for the last time but after that, I've learned to ask with my mouth.

2. I shall not borrow anything from him/her. The last resort would be the library. At least I don't have to be labeled as selfish by the library. =0

Reasons behind that I may be selfish at times are:

1. I'm the youngest in the family.

2. I seldom care about other people. People MUST care about me instead.

Sounds like a spoil brat, right?

Still, I can't live in the society with such attitude.

People will HATE me as mentioned before.

So instead, I will choose to sell myself. =) Why? Selling myself to others is all about caring and helping those around you.

What goes around comes around..

If you treat people good, someday you will get your rewards even if that person treat you like a piece of shit.

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Growing 0.13 cm - I want to survive!

I want to survive,
I want to survive,
I still can't stop wanting to survive,
Guided by the constellations, our eyes meet.

I want to survive,
I am at a loss,
Gently withering away,
But until I show my true self,
I will not sleep.

AND YES! I WILL SURVIVE TILL THE END, YOU BLOODY FINAL EXAMINATIONS! UNTIL THEN, I MUST PERSEVERE AND FIGHT WITH ALL MY MIGHT!

JUST YOU WAIT FINALS! I WILL TAKE MY REVENGE ON YOU! ROAR!!

The end...bye!

T.T... ...

Growing 0.12 cm - My English very good meh?~

Had my moral finals today. I had a sambal bihun ayam nasi belanda kueh tiaw goreng prepared for the lecturer... ...

I wonder if he/she likes it? I need a 7 star rating coz u can't find such dishes anywhere else in the world, right?

Anyways, I was having lunch today with my friends at Secret Brown Cafe at New Town (it's in Kampar, by the way) and FYI, the whole new town has electricity cut-off.

We were eating in a desert...

Soon after we finished eating, my friends started to comment on my english... ...

Not to offense anyone or hao lian (it's hokkien and it means sombong or proud or LCLY), they said I have a good command of english.

I was like o___O... ...

Some of my friends even said my english was too hard to understand whenever they read my blog or whenever they read what I wrote..

I was further 0______________O'''-ed.

I mean seriously, I would like to say thank you for complimenting me..but somehow I could not even utter that two words out from my mouth.

Simply because I was in this state...o___O.

But, still guys, I am still improving my English. I still have difficulty in reading books written by the British lang or simply the caucausians.

Their english is wayyyyyyy professional than me and wayyyyyyy more bombastic than me...

In every sentence, there are always three to four words that I could not understand...

I'm still a learner, ok? T.T But I don't read dictionary laaaa~ =)

So, what I wrote or speak is completely normal English...

*Note: I'm not despising anyone here. It's my personal opinion and I am still IMPROVING my English.

On the other hand... ...

Had a BBQ session with fellow housemates since I don't know how many weeks ago. Paiseh, I completely forgot the time ler...T.T

Me with the dorky look =.='' Not photoshop or whatsoever to make it look nicer or chio-er...sad, eh?

The poser girls. Paiseh, I only have this group photo. Sorry to the other girls. =(

The poser guys. The one without face is busy eating...=.=''

The grilled fish...with a touch of squeezed lime. Yum! Though it's a bit black, but still yum! =)

The food waiting to be cooked or rather BBQ-ed and served into our stomachs.

Not to forget...our birthday girl whose birthday is on xx.xx.1990...You've grown up another year now. =) Stay strong ya! =D

*Note: I put xx sebab I have to jaga her privacy ma...if you wanna know, go ask her lor...

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

That's all for now...bye!

Growing 0.11 cm - Your future is in whose hands? Fate or You Yourself？

Dear People,

Once again, I've stopped growing. As what Daniel said, I need more fertilizers.

Currently in KL living at my kor's place. It was indeed an enlightening trip for me.

Why?

Coz I learn a lot of things from my two kors place and also from Melilea itself.

Haa~!

One thing that I've learnt is, you may be the leader among students in your campus but you might not be the leader of the society.

That's pretty true.

Well, you may be a chairman of various events and you might be holding various positions in your school and campuses, you might not necessary perform extremely well in the society.

Why?

It's cause in campus, you are only dealing with your peers.

In the society, you're dealing with a whole lot of different scenario. All different kinds of homo sapiens ranging from fat, thin, tall, short, ugly, beautiful and bla bla bla...

You may be able to compromise with or persuade/convince your peers when making a decision with ease but when it comes to serious business in the society, you need not only the skills that I've mentioned before, but also the power to think.

Once you stop thinking, that's when things turned out to be a mess.

So, I'm learning how to grow and face the society now. I'm learning how to build my own crystal clear goal from now. I'm learning to take actions and move towards that goal.

Questions for you to ponder, have you planned what you are going to do in the future after you've graduated? Do have any clear goals in your head or do you wish to live your life as it is and let fate guide you?

Study is important as well but is studying is purely what made up of your life？

You answer all of these yourself. Coz it's your life, not mine.

Think about it.

Be Clear with what you want. When I mean clear, it means crystal clear. =)

Growing 0.10 cm - Blogging Ethics and what not~

RANDOM PHOTO FOR THE DAY! ROCK N' ROLL, Y'ALL!! =D

I've been reading blogs lately and there are one similarity that I've found, most people blog about other people more than they blog what they did.

Get what I mean?

For instance, political blogs blogged about other parties and its people in it. Celebrity bloggers wrote about other people gossips or vent their frustration towards the people they don't like and the same goes to normal bloggers like you and me.

The fact is, there is this blog ethics that start to pop up every now and then. Why? It's coz some bloggers were being treated with "free curry rice" either for a few months, years or maybe forever.

"Gasps..."

Based on my point of view, blogger ethics touch on the matters like, do not critisize the government until you breached the articles stated in ISA, do not throw any sorts of mother-fawking languanges against people as it is consider as a public offense or I define it as cyber offense and what not.

All these restrictions, ironically, seem to grab bloggers' freedom away to blog at all under the daylight.

That is why we have all these pretty normal bloggers blogged about food and where they went for tour just to avoid being bombarded with all sorts of freaking comments from different annonymous which do not want to reveal themselves.

This happens whenever the owner of the blog posted something nasty or unpleasant about one person/organizations who is the friend/colleague of the readers.

And when that happens, everyone seemed to be at cold war when they meet in real life without even giving each others chances to explain.

Some bloggers might protest that, "Ah! It's our freedom to blog what we want! If you don't like to read my blog, then butt off! There're millions (or maybe just a few) people out there waiting to view my blog!"

They're all common bloggers' type of response when they're receiving nasty comments.

In fact, venting your anger on your blogs can be good and bad. The good part is, you can release your anger. The bad part is, you get hated coz your blog is publicize for everyone to view.

Oh geez, if that's the case why don't encrypt your posts so that only people who wants to read can read?

Reasons behind are, I WANT TO GET POPULAR! I WANT THAT PERSON TO KNOW HOW ANGRY I AM. IT WAS JUST A MERE RAMBLE! SO FAWK OFF! I WANT TO EXPRESS MY ANGER ON MY BLOG BECAUSE I DUN ANYBODY TO TALK TO...and the reasons go on and on and on. Humans, as you can see, is a mammal that can think. And that's why you can get all sorts of reason out of it.

It's there really a need to have a cyber law stating blogging should be all about nice and sweet things? Maybe ISA can help reinforce this cyber law... ...

Maybe those who curse other people will go to jail.

So far, I don't see any of them sitting in jail unless that offended person sue him/her to court.

Anyways, whether to curse or to gossip people on your blogs, it's still up to you unless under some serious circumstances like you're gonna get assasinated by your haters.

I guess that's all for my ramblings.

ON THE OTHER HAND

I'm going to be Jesus Christ soon!!

"Gasps!"

I'm not simply blaberring or what... ...

It's true!!

Look at this picture and you'll know!!

Oh~~ May the light and darkness be created! The sun governs the day and the moon and stars govern the night!!!!

LOL! I'm actually involve in a drama. A drama for the school kids in the church. Just started practicing. Do I look Godly? =x

RANDOM PHOTO AT THEN END OF THE POST~! =D

Photos courtesy of Monica.

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Growing 0.09 cm - If you want to change~

If you want to change, you must be clear what you want to change and how you intend to change.

And I tell you, changing yourself away from your bad habits is not an easy one.

It's like leaving your favourite food behind when you're aiming to slim down.

It's freaking torturous.

And when you feel like eating the things you like, there's always something like this that pops out in your head, " Well, just for today! I'll eat just for today and tomorrow I'll start to avoid all these food."

That's when you start to give the same excuses day after day without even noticing it.

When you say you wanna quit eating these food, it means quit everything.

No matter whether it is "just for today", "a while", or even "abit", you still have to quit and that's that.

If you still insist that you "reward" yourself or allow yourself to indulge in your bad habits, then you're actually breaking the promise that you've made.

When you quit or do something to achieve your goals, it's all about sincerity and action. It's not about other people around you, it's all about you.

The only person who can break that promise is the one who made it because no one is responsible for another's promise. It is all about you.

Don't ever take others as an excuse while you are keeping your promise. If you try to rationalize why you should quit because of relationships and reputation, you will not quit your bad habit forever.

At the end, if you still insist of walking the wrong path and still say that you're fat or whatever it is, you should not blame others because this is the decision that you have made yourself.

It may be hard to quit the things you like. Even if you lose the world, even if you have to forget all those comfort that you've once had, even when you have to face the pain due to your loss, you'll still keep your promise and move on.

Because this is your LIFE. And that's true determination.

The moral of the story is...

You decide yourself. =p

Growing 0.08 cm ~ Breathless week!!

Ahh~~!! Had my tissue culture mid term today and it was "fabulous" in a sense that I almost jump titanic!!

I guess I had to read the notes at least 5 times to get all the chemical names and the procedures up in my head!! I don't know why, it seems that my brain is shrinking, I just could not memorise things anymore.

Maybe it's time for me to use mind maps or something else~~

Bah~~

By the way, I just learn how to swim! Hurray!

It's not such a big deal, you might say. But at least I've learn something new during this semester.

HURRAY!!!

Oh, by the way again, I've officially considered as the outcoming SRC!! I've been in the student council for a year already and it's high time for me to let this chance for my little juniors to carry on. =x

Here are some of the photos captured~

All the leng lui and leng zai all some of my SRC gang during the handover ceremony! Thanks for the times we had ladies and dudes!

Erm, omit the "are"...i only had one picture coz I din bring my camera that day. ROAR!!!

Growing 0.07 cm -私の初恋何処ですか。

私わずっと自分の初恋が探してた。一体何処いるなの？　それで、僕の初恋現れないですか。僕わ本当に分からない。

昔に、僕わこの彼女好きでした。でも、ずっと勇気がいないから。この責務僕ができなかった。だって、僕がまだ子供だもん。僕わ生长がなりたいんです。今までも、僕の願いわ唯一つだけ、自分の彼女欲しいです。

初恋の気持ちどうです。僕が本当に感じたいよ！

誰か僕が彼女がなりたいですか？どうぞ、よろしくお願いします！！

Growing 0.06 cm - A special day for everyone of us~

其实，我不太想写华语的因为对我来说真的是一件很痛苦的事情。

但，我也不想忘记我的华语呀！！

所以，那些不会华语的，请你就此多多包涵。哦，忘了不会读华语的人类怎样会了解呐！！

Right, back to english~~!!

Phew, feels much smoother when typing english. Maybe I don't get used to typing chinese yet.

Anyways, everyone is gifted with a special day.

What day is that?

Is it the day when you first shitted?

Is it the day when you get your first love?

Is it the day you try guessing who might admire you and she'he finally confessed to you????

Is it the day bla bla bla~~~

NO!!!!

IT'S THE DAY YOU WERE BORN!!! AND THE DAY THAT YOU CELEBRATE EACH DAY!!

if you still do not know what I am talking about, you revert back to kindergarten.

For me, it's day worth celebrating. You can overdo it by having lots of party or a normal simple one.

But to some, they just don't give a damn about their birthday.

Why so? Tell me about poverty or war or whatsoever, but please even when you are alone in the streets craving for food, please do say happy birthday to yourself, all right?

All I wanted to say is,

BE GRATEFUL BECAUSE YOU ARE BORN ALIVE HERE ON
PLANET EARTH!!!

Even if you breath your last during your birthday, say happy birthday to yourself as well because you've visited earth before. It's all about being able to CHERISH the fact that you are born in this world~~!!

After so much of my personal ramblings, I would like to take this opportunity to wish

MONICA HII HUNG LING A VERY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!!!!

MAY GOD BLESS YOU AND GUIDE YOU THROUGH YOUR LIFE!!

AND GROW FATTER~! =P

IT'S GREAT TO HAVE YOU AS A FRIEND AND GOOD LUCK IN EVERY MOMENT OF YOUR LIFE!!

UNTIL WE GRADUATE THAT DAY,
PLEASE MAI FORGET ME AND THE PEOPLE THAT YOU'VE MET THROUGHOUT YOUR UNIVERSITY LIFE!!

p/s: Feeling rather emo after the last sentence has been typed because next year end, we're gonna graduate soon!! sighs~ =(

Growing 0.05 cm ~ Reviewing myself

Lately, I've missed alot of opportunities surrounding me. And it's like they are waving to me and I kept ignore about their presence.

WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME!!

It's all due to the fact that I'm IGNORANT!

I'm ignoring the times:

1. When I get the chance to lose the pounds and shed off the love handles.
2. When I got the time to "smash" my violin.
3. When I don't cherish the times given by doing lotsa cool stuff, e.g. cave venturing, or snorkeling.
4. When I never TRULY fell in love with someone. (p/s: I don't think I wanna have one now. Being single is lonely but for me, it feels all right for the time being.)
5. When I have the chance to earn big bucks when I'm still in campus. Am so DESPERATE for money to come flowing into my pocket or bank.
6. When I don't really read and apply what I had learn during the soft skills programmes. WASTE MY MONEY SIA!
7. When God is calling me to come back to HIM.

There are still many more to go which I am lazy to think of since I'm IGNORANT!

True enough, I'm so in a pathetic condition now.

But then again,

I WANT, WANT, WANT AND WANT to grab the opportunities before I graduate.

And thus,

1. Shape my bodeh~! Yeah! Eh, I want Shakira's hips! Not too slim but masculine enough to attract myself and the girls. Ha~!
2. Smash my violin till I can get myself in an orchestra team. Or in a more modest tone, I wanna play my first recital in front of an audience.
3. Go try extreme sports like cave venturing. I wanna go Gua Tempurung lars!!!
4. Get myself a girlfriend?! Nah, I wanna stay single for the time being and STRAIGHT forever! =D
5. Try getting some free-lancing work during my 3 months industrial training. I hafta to learn what does it feel to earn my own money!
6. READ more and APPLY more soft skills. I need someone to help me on this. I'm a forgetful person, you see.
7. Be more holier. Read more bible scriptures and pray more cause I did not attend church masses for like a few weeks already. Damn sinful leh! x(

AND another thing,

Brush up my photography skills!! My friend said I have lousy photo-capturing skills. T.T sad case. But, there's no harm trying to be good at something you are not good at, no?

=D... ...

Till then,

Ja ne~~!!

Growing 0.04 cm - The symphony of colours

Yeah! I just attended the symphony of colours organized by the Asian Cultural Society. The whole event was packed with colourful performances.

The whole program started at 7pm and ends at 12 am. Imagine the 5 hours performance packed with 20 different performances from the main 3 races - Chinese, Indian and Malay.

But then again, I did not bring my DLSR camera along with me. Heck!!

So, no pictures and videos. =(

I'll just use words to describe it until i get some pics from my friends... ...

The whole night is filled with dances ranging from traditional dances from each races and then till R&B and hip-hop dances. It's kinda like shifting from eastern to western culture.

And....after the night, I'm totally in love with Indian music. The power of the music and beat really makes me move. Heh, I guess I should take Indian dance class to shake off the excess fats. =p

As for food wise, it's rather sufficient to fill my stomach but... ...it's not till the extent I'm too full till I cannot move. Maybe we can add more variety to the food served and enlarge the portion a little.

The dances are great but a few suggestions from me lars:

1. Since it is about Asian culture, dances from Indonesia, Thailand, Philipines, Japan, Korea or any other Asian countries can be included to make the event more colourful.

2. A photo booth can be set up where there are different costumes from different Asian countries. Audience could wear it and take pictures. Or best, we could have the committees wear the clothes and let students take photos with them. This can best be done before the event starts - A photography session.

3. We could have some traditional games being played during the morning part. Hee, if you guys want to have a whole day of cultural activities. This will be an extraordinary mega event.

4. As for the food, we could different taste of the foods from different Asian countries. If it is way too expensive, maybe we can include the dishes from the 3 main races. Not only the performances are colourful, may the food be colourful too. =D

5. As for the decoration part, it as fabulously done. I love it. Again, I tarak pictures. To add on to the fabulous-ness, we could put some decorations from different Asian countries like the nelayan hat, sarong, batik, japanese fans, the indonesian mask, the thailand silk and so on...

Hey, these are all purely suggestions though. But judging from this, the whole event is going to be pricey...unless sponsorship can be found...

Haha, till then!

Ja ne~!

Growing 0.03 cm - When my life is filled with craps~

I was happily going through my university life when some craps visited me in the month of June. As a result, I lived a crappy life. A monotonous life with crappy jam spread all over my whole soul mind and body.

Just in case you have a hard time understanding what the crap am I babbling about, just close this window straightaway and move on with your life. =D

Craps come in different forms. For example, crappy friends make your life crappy. I had one crappy friend and I was so fawking stupid to have believe he/she/it in the first place. Geez, thinking of them makes my blood boil.

Sad case, you know. I somehow felt that I've been betrayed he/she/it. At first, I thought I could at least tell my personal problem to he/she/it, but instead he/she/it go and "MY FM" causing me to fall into this crappy problem.

Crappy, isn't it?

Your advice to me is to solve the problem, right? NAH!! FORGET ABOUT IT!!

I had a big fat chance to solve the problem but you know what, he/she/it added some seasonings to the soup. What's best is that he/she/it added extra huge chunk of pork with extra fat layers into the soup!!!

UNHEALTHY, ISN'T IT?

To make the soup nicer, another he/she/it go and further "AMPLIFY" to my other friends. I was once harmless but now, I was deemed to be harmful towards my other friends. What the crap!!

I MEAN, WHAT THE KETAM!!!!!!

On the other note, it's crappy to think that they could actually to make my life crappy!!! I mean, what the heck man, you're not my king or queen!!

WHO THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU ARE TO MAKE MY LIFE CRAPPY!! YOU BUKANNYA AKU PUNYA DATUK ATAU NENEK!! YOU'RE JUST A TINY DOT IN THIS UNIVERSE!! HAH!! I STILL HAVE A LOT OF FRIENDS WAITING OUTSIDE TO SAY HELLO TO ME!!

By the way, if you're reading this and you feel guilty about it, please don't. I am proud that my post can reflect your true self. It's a CONSTRUCTIVE CRITICISM FOR YOU TO GROW! HAH! YOU STUNTED TREE!!

Oh no! God has told us to forgive others as HE has forgived our sins!

Alrighty! I will forgive you, my dear crappy friends. Talk to me and I'll talk to you, you bo talk to me, then to hell you go! HAHA! =)

PEACE BROTHERS AND SISTERS!

Growing 0.02 cm - Closer to God~

LOL! It seems that my growth is stunted since my last post.

Anyways.. ..I've got a little story to tell you. It may sound insignificant to you, but this story inspires me.

World's famous artist Leonardo Da Vinci painted the Last Supper when he was 43 years old.

It took him three years to complete this wonderful masterpiece. One day, he decided to bring this painting to a good of friend for some comments on his work.

His friend said, "What a wonderful piece! Especially the holy grail. It's absolutely stunning!"

Immediately, Leornado took a paint brush and distort the holy grail that Jesus is holding.

Astonished, his friend questioned him, " Why did you ruin your own work? This is ridiculous!"

With a smile, the infamous artist replied, "I spent my time drawing Jesus, not His holy grail."

Such a short story really touches me. It tells me that Jesus should always be the focus and the center above all things.

I wanted to say I love you Jesus. But before that, I need to do the necessary preparations before I could commit myself unto you... ...

Please wait for me, my Lord... ...

p/s: Holy grail is actually the cup where Jesus placed the wine and turn it into his blood to be shared for mankind under the blessings of the Holy Father in heaven.

Growing 0.01 cm ~ The night of enchantment - UTAR BALL 2009 part 1~

UTAR Ball 2009 - an enchanting moment that was very enchanted indeed. But, it wasn't very enchanted behind the doors.

Anyways, it a night of wonder and a night filled with ladies masking themselves with artificial beauty. Some was of natural beauty while some did some faint make-up and yet sufficient to make them look elegant.

As for guys, it's the typical spiky hair and those whose hair was combed in the professional and smart way. As for me, I did went for a hair do and it costed me around RM15. The auntie in the salon colored my hair with red and blue. =.= It was a bit "la-la" for me but what the hell, I've never dyed my hair before. So, didn't really what others said about me on that night. As long as I feel happy for myself, then I'm proud of how I looked. "winks"

p/s: I'm lazy to arrange the pictures. I guess captions will help you guys figure what these pictures meant, no? :D

Me with my "girl" friends. It was rather embarrassed for me though. I never had a photo-taking session with "pweetie" girls, you see.

The Queen of the night~ The girl beside is famous for her brutal-ness. You can witness yourself how brutal she is in a video where she dances.


The all-time famous euphoria~ It's a pub where it only allows certain number of people to enter. Once it's full, then you're out. My personal opinion ~ it's not that great after I went in coz it's freaking small and packed.
Heh, who says all the fatties are just humans made up of a pile of excessive adipose tissues? She can SING damn well! Cheers for you!
This building reminds me of a castle in final fantasy 9, the alexandria castle. Anyways, it's a well-designed building. I like it.
Two of my friends posing straight after they saw this car. =.= They can't wait to be models
The singer for the night. Too bad she sang till her voice went out of tune after a few songs. :(
The first dish for the night. It was fabulous but the waiter that served us hate me and gave me the littliest amount that I could have ever imagined.
The girls from UTAR Kampar Perak Campus. :)

The "pweety" chairlady for the whole event. Sorry for the blur picture. Didn't get the chance to get near her. Her aura almost blew me away.

Overall, the event was a success. An eye-opener for me as well.

p/s: I never went to such a grand event before
pp/s: Sorry for the poor quality of pictures. Will try to improve myself.

~Grey - It's been a while~

Again, been busy with all sorts of things lately. Ranging from campus events to personal life. Though it's hectic throughout the whole month of January, February and March, things are starting to slow down in April. Most probably examination is moving its way to our doorstep.

But I like that kind of life.

Being able to take part in lotsa activities such as UTAR Ball 2009, Famine 12, visit to orang asli Kampung Tibang, prom night 2009, UTAR Song Writing Competition add so much fun and colour to my life aside from studying. I learn tonnes of new stuff by interacting with different people - generating my friends' network as well as how to deal with difficulties that needs you immediate attention on the spot.

One word to describe - fantastic experience!!

On a personal life note, I've learnt new things throughout the stay with my helpful housemates my great roomate and my friends. This might sound old to you but it's an added experience to me in every semester. Though I might have quarells with some of them, I've grown to understand their needs and try to adapt to them. Though I still seem to have that moody face every morning or when I'm busy with my things, I'll always try my best to strain my face muscles to smile and talk to them. Even I hold any positions in any of the events, they would greatly support me all the way and join in the events esp. my housemates and my setapak friends who just came to kampar to study. Thankies all. :D

Sounds like giving grammy awards.

Anyways, I wanna enjoy my uni life the way it is now. If possible, I wanna add more colours in my life. Not merely the monotonous study life and all. I wanna turn my life from grey to different colours as one could have imagined.

Lol, I guess that's all from my ramblings.

Next post: Something grand awaiting for ya.

Darn busy!!

Waloha my blog!! It's been a while since I typed something in here. I have been busy with school events these days. I miss the old days where I only go to campus and come back home right after the school ends. Now, I have to stay back at school and work. Meetings here and there. Never ending torture.

There's a few things that I really fear of after putting so much effort in school activities.
1. My studies
~ The topics are getting harder for each lecture. What's more worst, both my eyes are freaking heavy coz i slept late to complete off my works.

2. My personality
~ Argh! I tend to worry too much about this and that till I phone that particular person a few times to ask for conformation about proposals and stuff. I don't want things to go out of hand. I tried not to be too annoying but the fact that they did not inform me about what and how things are doing on their side makes me really wanna call them up and fire them questions. =.= And last but not least, my leadership in handling stuff. It's a matter of getting people to listen to you but on the other hand, I had to listen to people instead coz of one simple reason, I can't make my mind easily! RAWR!

Sighs, enough of my small ramblings. I shall not let these PROBLEMS control me!! Fight! Fight! Fight! I shall put my studies first and I shall have a firm decision of what I want in the future!!

RAWR!

Shall post sth soon~

Sry guys for the long delay. I've been slacking slightly.

A few reasons or excuses for the delay:
1. I'm addicted to maple but am trying to save myself from devoting my life to mapling. =x
2. My brother just sold his camera to his friend which left me in a pathetic state. In other words, you might hardly find pictures in my blog posts. Dun say it's boring, okay? T.T
3. I will be quite busy with my upcoming school events. I will "beg" my friends for the photos if i had to.
4. I will be busy as well for my school works and I have to work extra hard for the upcoming semester.

But, there are a few things that I'll do:
1. "Renovate" my blog if I have the time.
2. Post some interesting and not "crappy" post more.
3. Add music to my bloogie.

I guess that's all for now. Will update more in the future.